Wednesday, April 3, 2013

After almost 4 months hiatus

Dikarang pada 1st April
1/4 or most people remember it as april fools day.but I choose today to go back to work.starting my day with breakfast of 16 pills of dexa...then off to work.budak-budak masih naik van sebab ummi still on chemo, so still on and off to school.begin my day with asking my superior what should I do.as I thought I have to replace absent teachers or as we the teachers call it as 'relief'.
Well it may sound easy, but to tell u the truth,for me ;teaching for 120 minutes non stop is not an easy feat.letih wehhh.tu pun ajarbudakbesar.kalau mengajar kelas muna mau pengsan.terasa begitu lambat masa berlalu.belum pukul 11 dah rasa macam dragging myfeet.ya Allah mudahkan.i hope it will be easier for me later
Loceng bunyi terus start enjin 'comel' balik umah.makan, rehat jap, berkejar hantar muna, and off to hospital.arini nak ambil darah for tomorrow's chemo. At thee same time dr victor remind me to take another round of 16 dexa before 5 or else u won't sleep tonite..haha..I always sleep late so I don't  really have problem with it
after taking my blood ( dr victor had to 'punch' my chemo port 3 times to get the blood!), I went to see winnie, my other 'chemomate'.she has been hospitalised since last week and she won't be  taking her fourth cycle tomorrow with us.at the same time, theva also came to visit winnie.so it will just both of us left in the next 3 cycle.winnnie as I know a very discipline person with pantang - air kelapa, u turn snakegrass tea, coconut water and just steam fish while I and theva just ' bedal' anything that came on our way.yet she was down with flu and had to be hospitalised.this is what i' m really afraidvof.I don't want to get sick and postpone my chemo.so winnie, take very good of care of urself and let's finish this chemo ASAP!
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BUBAR

akhirnya saat-saat yang ditunggu rakyat malaysia,maka pada jam 1135 pg 3/4/2013 waktu malaysia maka terbubarlah parlimen Malaysia.so kawan-kawan, selamat mengundi.gunakan akal fikiran yang Allah bagi untuk menentukan pemimpin anda dan jangan lupa, pilihan anda esok menentukan matlamat ke mana arah malaysia dan pastinya anda dipersoalkan tentang pilihan anda di akhirat kelak.
pilihan aku?ghosia..haha,mailah ujan ribut,toopan,dari umur 21 tahun,inilah pilihan aku..walaupun xpasti dpt balik mengundi x tahun ni sebab masih dalam treatment.tulah,salah sendiri xpi tukar i/c, xlehla tukar alamat mengundi.sob-sob
P/s: post pasal kimo terpaksa ditangguhkan kerana excited dengan post BUBAR!

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Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Tesco vs mydin

Semalam dapat gaji.syukur alhamdulillh walaupun dah tiga bulan xkeja,allah masih bagi gaji padaku.aktiviti bila dpat gaji apalagi shopping groceries.dalam hidup aku gaji memang selain bil- bil, aku bli groceries.hat lain abgmisai:).nak beli handbag,baju ka memang xdakla kecuali dapat present dafi abg misai.biasalah kan hidup dikota, semua duit.at least dok sini dah xpayah pk duit tol n minyak.ms dok rawang monthly tol minyak 600 tu minimum.hehe..tp dok sini kenala bayar sewa kan.huhu..xpala, janji budak budak pun happy.
Sebenarnya nak cerita semalam aku shoping di tesco rawang...kononnya nampak advertisement ulangtahun ke 11 , banyakla offer barang murah.so, bli punya beli penuh satu troli. Total semua rm500++.huhu keluar peluh jantan nak bayar, se baik cukup duit.so bila blk rumah, belek- belek senarai barang ada beberapa barang yang aku perlu beli di mydinsebab di tesco tak ade
Since aku nak p hospital setel pasal insurans, aku singgah di mydin selayang.dah siap beli beli barang ,ak ternampak bungkusan nescafe 3 in 1, minuman kegemaran makcik atun
So ini perbandingannya
                   Tesco  nescafe 3 in 1(10) rm7.50
                                 NescFe 3 in 1 (30) rm 14.50
                                 Nescafe 3 in 1 (40) rm 16
                   Mydin nescafe 3 in 1(10) rm 4.70
                                 Nescafe 3 in 1 (30) rm11.79
                                 Nescafe 3 in 1 (40) rm14.50
Perasan x berapa jauh bezanya yg bungkusan 10. Since aku ni hantu survey harga barang memang aku perasan kdg tesco ada offer bungkusan yang 30 @ 10.79.so rumusannya dapatnextgaji aku nak sopingdi mydin sahaja.dan pergike tesco atau mana-mana hypemart utk beli barang yg dia iklan sahaja.setakat ni tesco tempat shoping susu dutch lady 1 l.mana pun xleh lawan.tapi time offer sahaja rm4 sekotak.wKtu lain rm5.50. Baik p mydin(4.79 sekotak) atau speedmart99 (4.99 sekotak)
Dan satu lagi inilah cara hypedrmart membuat untung.iklan beberapa barang murah tapi baranglain mahal.aku terbaca tak ingat dimana iaitu inilah strategi sahabat-sahabat nabi yang kaya membuat untung perniagaan mereka.tengokla org yahudi yang tiru strategi perniagaan para sahabat.mungkin pasni supermarket muslim leh ikut strategi ni.tapi letihla kan sabun beli mydin susu beli tesco dan lainlain beli speedmaft.terpulang kepada anda, kuasa membeli ditangan anfa.aku? Aku memang rajin.tapi kadang hentam mana yang dekat. By the way aku bukan duta mydin ye:).just sharing my experience:).
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Thursday, March 21, 2013

Muna

Ayah,masa kakak  umur lima tahunkan, kakak jatuh cinta,dua kali!
Aku yang tengah tido tido ayam masa tu nak gelak besar tapi tahan je. I don't want to hurt her pride.hehe
Muna oh muna....
Umi,bila kakak lapan tahun,adik tujuh tahun, aifa lima tahun kan?
Yup
Kalau kakak sembilan tahun, adik lapan tahun, aifa enam tahunkan
Iye
Itulah soalannya berulang- ulang sepanjang perjalanan kami ke tasik titiwangsa petang itu.believe me she is very persistent...diulang- ulangnya sampaila..
Kakak dua luluh tiga,adik dua puluh dua,aifa dua puluh..pastu kakak pun jadi isteri...
Huhu...muna oh muna..ujung bulan ni birthday dia.dia dah siapsiap plan, kakak dH jemput kawan- kawan datang party birthday muna nanti..adoi..bila pulak umi plan nak buat birthday party ni?kalau dulu memang excited planning macam- macam,tp in my current condition yang kejap pening,kejap batuk,kejap skt perut n ongoing sakit tekak yg sangat teruk danak seminggu....umi talarat nak but party sayang oi..
Muna oh muna..I wish I can participate more in your life..as every mother should be.but please bear in mind..I always love u..n pray that u will succeed in ur life and the life beyond insha allah

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Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Unhealthy habits contribute to breast cancer from The star


Unhealthy habits contribute to breast cancer


KUCHING: Unhealthy habits, including smoking and poor dietary consumption, may increase the chances of breast cancer among women by 45 percent, Normah Medical Specialist Centre gynecologist Dr Alvince Abraham said on Tuesday.
He said every three minutes a woman will be diagnosed with breast cancer, which was the most common form of cancer among women in Malaysia..
"Women in the country should break the gender barrier and not be ashamed of having regular medical check ups, such as mammography examination, pap smear test, and human papilloma virus (HPV) vaccination being provided for 13-year-old girls at Government hospitals," he told reporters after delivering a talk on breast cancer awareness, organised by the Sarawak State Library here.
He lauded efforts taken by the Government to provide assistance in helping women to fight the ailment in the form of free health facilities.
All women should take advantage of these facilities, including health screenings, to detect cancer at an early stage, so that more procedures could be done to slow its spread. - Bernama
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Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Cycle3

Semalam cycle3.sebelum tu jumpa mr salah dulu. Checking on my xray result.everything looks ok alhamdulillah.aku tanya tentang plan aku nakerja bln4 ni.hehe dia kata depends on ur body. mengajar is a tough job.tougher than being a doctor.oh really doc?sengeh aku dengar dia cakap macam tu.tp GB kata aku cuma buat light duty so mrsalah kata go ahead.tp kalau xboleh don't force urself
After that p chemo.naik lg 3kg!huhu musnah harapan nak pakai kebaya raya nanti!amik darah dulu.dr tanya sehat x,aku ckp batuk sesema.for how long already?if more than two weeks,definitely ur bloodcount will be low. Huhuu nervous juga tunggu result darah. Alhamdulillah its ngam2 as usual. My sis said i have to be more selective with foods kalau xnak naik brat badan.Less starch, more greens n fruits.yg tu small matter.  Naminum air banyak yg problem! Air kosong taste so terrible after chemo!  Kalau sama macam cycle 2 , the 'perut kembong' symptomwill definitely make it worse!
So at 12 dr hakim start my chemo.oh my, I don't know whats wrong with my tube or my chemo port, only after 3 and half hours baru siap! Poor doctor Hakim,he  must have a very bad back pain afterwards.  Rasanya habis tajuk bersembang dgn dia. Aku tau dia anak sulung dari lima beradik. Semua pandai2 belaka. Baru grad dr kursk u , russia..Dah xlama nak habis housemanship. Macam2 cerita sementara nahabis kimo tu. Oh ya,kimo ubat  FEC di hospital selayang ni doktor kena masukan manually, kena tekan syringe tu pelan2 sampai habis. Aku pulak sampai empat tiub, tula yg lama sgt. Lepas masuk ubat,kena habiskan drip air plak....sampaila pukul5! Pendek kata arini mcm masuk opis. Datang tadi kul7 pagi ,kul5 baru siap. Pastu kena p amik ubat kat farmasi.Kalini doc bg ubat gastrik utk perut kembong tu dan juga ubat muntah n ubat untuk next chemo. Next chemo ...cycle 4 to 6 pakai ubat docetaxel plak. Ubat ni super duper kuat dari ubat fec. Good news tak muntah...tp akan sakit badan n water retention. So to counter that effects, kena ambil ubat 32 bj dexa..... a daybefore chemo. Huh!kenyang makan ubat
Balik je dr Hospital.. amik muna.sampai umah pukul6 dah rasa macam lembik.mandi solat makan solat mghrib lena sat.tgh mlm br isyak.harini pun rasa lesu.pukul11 blum makan apa lg.doakan ya aku ok..
Day 3
Sktnya perut ni ya allah...rasa macam nak bersalin....ya allah...ni semua kAffarah dosakan?
Day 6
Sakit tekak paling sakit seumur hidup!
Day10
Sakit tekak masih belum hilang.....plus sakit telinga.makin hebat nampaknya kesan Chemo ni dari hari ke hari.dan buat pertama kalinya sejak mastectomy aku menangis.xtahan rasanya sakit tekak ni.korang mesti gelakkan...menangis all over due to sore throat.aku bukan sahaja menangis sebab sakit tekak yang paling dahsyat aku rasa sepanjang hidup tetapi juga kerana perasaan yang macam-macam. Apa agaknya ayah cakap tengok aku menangis sebab sakit tekak.sakit operate pun aku xmenangis.apa agaknya anak- anak buah aku kutuk tengok maksu yang brutal ni nanges melihat lidahnya yang dah jadi purplish.apa agaknya perasaan my angels besar nant bila ingat mak nya mengamuk meraung over sakit tekak,lidah yang 'gabai'  dan kepala yang botak?
Aku sebenarnya dah penat...penat dengan segala macam sakit kesan kimo ni.tiap kali kimo tiap kali makin teruk...depan suami kena macho........dia pun xpernah baca blog ni.aku tanak dia serabut.dia paling marah tengok aku sedih.dia xsuka aku mengalah.bila aku sebut topik mati...dia ubah tajuk.abang...sayang penat...
Ya alllah...berikanlah aku kekuatan mengharungi semua ni....
Day 14
Alhamdulillah sakit tekak dah ok.terima kasih tuhan

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Monday, March 11, 2013

MYEG


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tumpang tanya,kalau hilang geran kereta,cemana nak renew road tx?
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